"But if you want to leave, you can. I'll remember you, though...I remember everyone that leaves"

I've never understood how it feels when someone leaves, until this day. Yet, I would have to face it soon and it's not something I fancy experiencing. Expect the unexpected, they say, but who knew this day would come so soon. The day in which I dread, even in my dreams. But, there are times in which I long for it to happen, longing to give it all up and just let go. I would've admitted that I've lost if I could, who knew I would lose in a game that I created in my mind? Who knew...? Even if you don't love a person, it still hurts to see them walk away and I'll never be able to comprehend that heartbreak. If only I have a heart made out of metal and a soul that's cold as ice, yeah, perhaps I should get it in done A.S.A.P. Judging the current level of technology, it shouldn't be much of a problem right? I guess not, or probably I should get busy, doing things that don't matter just to get my mind of things that shouldn't matter. Goodnight.