To be honest, I don't think anyone sane would fall for a freak like me.
Likewise , I don't think I have the capability to fall for anyone.
It's like, I shouldn't even have the thought of being in a relationship with anyone .
I don't think I deserve anyone for I'm such a mess , such a wreck from inside out.
I demand such high expectation from someone that I think I might just suffocate them .
But who am I to have such expectations? I'm never good enough for anyone.
Why would anyone pick me amidst everyone else who has better looks , better personality?
I guess I'm just frustrated , frustrated at the fact that if I fall for anyone , no one would be there to catch me , and I don't think I'll be able to tank such pain . Someone just shoot me dead , please .

"This one's for the happiness that I'll be wishing you forever."