Why am I a Cancer , or perhaps , why do I have Cancer as my zodiac sign?
I reckon i should be given the rights to pick my traits and personality based on my zodiac sign.
For the record, i would prefer being a Leo instead of a sensitive , emotional crab.
Well , maybe , just maybe , if sensitivity wasn't a part of my traits and personality , i would've lived a better, happier life?
I'm sensitive and I over think every single thing that revolves around me , every little glimpse of emotion that people around me shows and I tend to care too much .
Perhaps , this sums up to my life being a bad movie stuck on replay all along.
I tend to put the blame on myself when things don't turn out right and I withdraw from my friends when i feel a hint of hostility towards me.
Thus , leads to friends and acquaintance leaving my life in a short period of time .
My friend once said , " You're so sociable , I'm sure you have plenty of friends."
But deep inside, my thoughts screamed "What makes you think i have friends?"
Truth is , everyone applies the 'easy come - easy go' policy in my life , it's like a routine, or perhaps a cycle.
I meet someone , we talk , we get to know each other , we turn into close friends , he/she leaves.
So I guess I have all the rights to not relate to anyone and build walls around me as I've grown cold and tired to all of these bullshits in my life .