Life's a mysterious cycle , perhaps , an unending cycle.
We connect to some people at certain point in life and it'll bound to break.
In hopes that someday we'll come together again and have a great laugh at our own foolishness albeit the great fights we went through.
Perhaps, I now have a new set of thinking towards life or maybe I've grown used to those negative emotions that once raged through me.
I used to be the one that be mad or depressed at the slightest change in life, I used to blame everyone apart from myself and such, plunged my life into sadness.
Maybe , now that I understand the different facet of life, I see the light.
I understand that people DO come and go. As they always say , " Easy come, easy go." I know that everything in life happens for a reason and we would have to bear every consequences that comes along with the decision we made. I figured that life's a endless rat race.
And most importantly , if you can't tolerate me, just let me go, I won't freaking tie you down.
To speak the truth , I don't like people tolerating me , I wish you would just scream it to my face instead. At least I would get the hint and would pull away and leave, and be alone.
I love being alone, I do. When I'm alone, no one could hurt me , no one could judge me, no one could degrade me .

For that being so , I digress.

Sigh , today's been a tough day ! But amidst the hectic college life I'm going through , there's actually events that would make me wear a smile on my face !
For example , I scored 91 for my recent math test ! And that deserves a standing ovation. Just saying !
And... My lecturer just complimented me for having a good voice and asked whether I would wanna emcee for an upcoming event. This totally made my day ! And no, it's not like I'm blowing my own horn or anything like that. But i really do like nice compliments . Sigh , I'm not weird, am I ? #smh