Why am i so gullible ?
Why do i always strive to please other even though i know i would end up wounded, with more scars to add to the collection?
Why do i let my decisions go when ...

This shows how fragile and fickle i am, inside out. I please people , to present myself as a better friend where as i silently endure the hardship .
I would love to stand up for myself, but that would risk resulting in a bad impression of me.
I can't do that , i just can't. My personality forbids me from doing so.
So i just take it in, every little bit of me is pushed to the limit to withstand the amount of tolerance i could take in.

Too numb of tolerating , i'm bleeding instead.