My memory's been going back too much lately . High school's over william, it's over. Period.
Although the holidays practically screwed up my biological clock, i still tend to wake up at around 6.45 am and have a glimpse at the clock. And to be rest assured that i don't have to wake up and attend school but on the other hand , i really miss high school. I miss my class, i miss my spot , i miss the library , i miss the environment , i miss the ambience , i miss how the bell rings . And most importantly , i miss the crowd, the companion i have throughout high school. I decided to join January intake cause part of me is still not used to not studying in January after years of practice , it has became a habit .
They say , you tend to take things you have for granted and you'll never miss it until it's gone.
It's pretty true cause right now my memory often drifts back to the times in high school and all the conversation we had. It's pretty heart wrecking to know those times can't replay no more. The screaming and cheering in 5 dahlia often echoes in my ears. How i wish we were still there in class, intact , together , having fun.
Now it's all history , written in the stars , to be played in our minds , and never to be relived again.

I'm starting college tomorrow , i wish it was like high school , which i could i march in and act like i own the place. But the reality is, i don't and i'm very much afraid at the mention or the thought of college. As tomorrow comes, i'll be swarmed over by strangers.
On a side note , It's pretty comforting to know that there are so many people defending me behind my back , just incase i might slip and fall , they will be there to aid me , defend me while i get back on my knees. Having seniors to talk about college was... comforting? As least i know what to expect and all. I think i'm ready for the rumble. Bring it on;)