Let's just get away from the normal 'hi-bye' routine . Shall we?
Last time i checked, it was 94813943812943 years ago since my last blog post.
So i've decided to start over a new page, to turn over a new leaf , to build a new mirror image of myself, as i'm stepping into a new phase in 2 months time.
I'm finally done high school life, 5 years glided over , such surreal, mean memories, yet there's piece and parcel that i would love to cherish. I still remember the moments which i contemplated to enter my current high school, which is SMK Taman SEA(F.Y.I , It neither resembles a taman or a sea) But , being as naive as i was at the age of 12 , i decided to follow the path my 'friends' took and enrolled at that school. Speaking of those 'friends'? I've lost contact with most of them even though i see them at school, everyday. We stay a safe distance away from each other, building up invisible ,impenetrable walls. Well, maybe i did . I was running away from the truth , the truth about best friends lasting forever , turned out to be a fairy tale which never did come true. So i'll prolly come clean about it. Throughout these few years in high school, friends came and go, like a gust of wind.New faces popped up in my life from no where and got a steady role in my high school life . My form 1 life was so save and secure, everyone was too scared to cause a scene , or to cause trouble . TBH, the worst thing i did in form 1 was going to a cyber cafe. How bad could that be , right? And soon, i was used to the ups and down of it.High school's definitely a life changing process most people would've to undergo.Throughout high school, i'm pretty glad cause i had my fair share of friends and attention.Yes, attention. High school taught me how to be an attention whore ; how to stir up an unnecessary fight ; how to treat people you dislike coldly ; how to betray someone's trust ; how to care about how people think about me ; how to be judgmental . Those were some of the bad traits which i picked up throughout my high school adventure, but there's always pros when there's cons. Through this metamorphosis process in life, i've learnt to stand up , to speak out , to socialize , to change into someone i didn't know. I'm much of a stranger to myself.
They say high school life is a phase that you would find out who you are , what you gonna be.But i don't seem to like my new self.
Could i ask for a refund ?
nicely written. and honestly throughout highschool you turned out to be quite someone so don't beat yourself up over it. xxxxxxx
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